It feels like tonight...

could be the epitome of personal experiences. An awesome time with good friends full of the pure pain and suffering of the color-filled ball contacting bodies at ridiculous speeds for such a little object. haha. That was so over-wordy. In other words I went paintballing with some awesome kids I like to call bibi, boris, benjamin (say it in spanish haha), and jordan and had a blast. But yeah, then coming home to share with the family, followed by a healthy dose of a blast from the past. It's all good, and it's all there. And on top of that, I have this awesome feeling that God is here RIGHT NOW, guiding me in the right direction. People, this Guy is AMAZING, and the fact that he wants to know me MORE is just appalling to me. The person that made our world ABSOLUTELY PERFECT (Do you understand that? The notion and extent of perfection, a perfect synchronisation of absolutely everything ha, awesome), the way our bodies are in a relationship to the world and everything in it, the way He made it so that the foods we eat (or should eat at least) maintain our bodies at a constant level and work perfectly in us, providing what we need and eliminating what we don't. That's just one thing, I could go on and on (if you want me to please ask haha, I'd be delighted). It's just amazing how the more I learn the more I realize God's perfection and his love for his creation, and that I know nothing. Whatever I know is for, and by, His glory and purpose, and I'll never stop saying that!

Anyways, I think I completely rambled, but hey that's what I do.
i think like 2 people are gonna read this anyways so have fun people, and GBY'all.

-Jake

Songs. . .

Periodically i'll post songs that i think are great. Here's a great example:

"Kill" - Jimmy Eat World
Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance?
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say
know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead So much regret
I know what you want to say I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant

I can't help it baby, this is who I am
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

Today

was AMAZING!! Wasn't it? I mean, just yesterday it was hot as heck, and now it's raining, the clouds create a perfect canopy that casts a shadow on our little valley! Wow